Hurting, but I know it's best for all of us that's why I did what I did. If they read this they know that no matter what I say I'll always forgive them if they want to return. I just want what's best for the girls and being with me has done, but cause pain. So I can only say that I'm sorry for hurting them and if they do manage to read this that they forgive me and move on. I don't expect any forgiveness or that they will even see this, but if they do I want them to know I'll always love them. ~ Spike